So I don’t think I can put myself through this anymore. Emotionally I’m so drained at trying to keep this “thing” working. I’m trying so hard to keep you interested, and I feel like I’m never enough. I know I’m not enough, because I never am, that’s just how it works hey? I want to put my heart and soul into this relationship, well I have, but maybe I should stop, get over it, move on. I don’t know anymore. You’ve pushed me to my limits, I’m so tired of coming second best, when I thought I was your first. Because you’re my first, always and formost, forever. But I was wrong yet again. And the saddest part is, I’m so in love with you, it’s insane. All i think about is us. What is this?! I feel like the stupid one in the relationship, and I feel like I’m continually annoying and irrating you, which is lame, because we should be able to talk right? Just my luck, fuck.